The word special

The word special

What is it like to be special?
To be adored be someone?
To be lovable?
Having a strong guardian?

To be wanted by everybody?
Having abilities that are interesting?
To feel free?
To do almost anything?

I am never to be special
Never was, never will
I am to dull
I am a bit of an overkill

I am too boring
Not worthy
It's a bit freighting
This isn't a plea